Jesus said that unless you would become like one of these little children, you can not enter heaven or something like that. Everybody wants to go to heaven wherever it is. Nobody wants to burn good in hell with no stop forever! It's a never-ending doom.
Friend/s, it's easy as 1, 2, 3. Humble yourself now (if you hadn't yet - you don't have to bury yourself in the sand), talk to Jesus wholeheartedly (alone or with a trusted somebody), repent for all your sins, and accept Him as your personal Savior and Lord in all truth and honesty.
John the Baptist said, "Repent for the Kingdom is at hand". It is still true today. It will be true in the years to come for as long as Christ will not return yet. The Kingdom is promised to you now, if you would accept Christ as your personal Savior and Lord. Nobody else in heaven, on earth and the entire universe has that power except Him alone.
Humility plus Great Faith equals Growth in True Life With Christ. I pray you will, one day soon, experience it.
(c) October 2009, Luisa Mercado